Entry Since Forever

Wow, it really has been a while since I've come on here to update. It's been a busy summer, and it's flying by so fast! For those of you who didn't know already, I've been interning at U2R1 Media. It's been an awesome experience so far. Lots of pink: by far the koolest office I've seen to date, with the koolest people working here by far.

So what have I been up to lately? Sadly to say, besides the internship, not much. Although, I have started to use twitter again, and facebook a bit more often than I dare admit. It has been made a lot easier and more convenient to post since I've installed TweetDeck, so posts are coming along more often than before.

Speaking of technology. Everything of mine seems to be falling apart lately! My laptop now has a weird watermark on the screen, and I'm thinking because of this, a gradient has been created on my screen. It hurts my eyes looking at it. Other than that, my Blackberry has decided it is a great idea to fall apart on me at the same time! It now randomly shuts down, as well as not charge properly. I'm guessing it's the battery, plus my charger getting old. Therefore, not charging or retaining charge properly. Good times. So how I'm fixing these two problems is:

1. Buying a new iMac to replace, or so at least part of the time I can work on it instead of my 15" Macbook (which is now approximately 3 years old almost!) But since another iMac is due to come out soon, I'm debating whether to get another one now, or wait. 
2. As for the phone problems, I'm planning on caving in, and getting an iPhone. However, I do like Androids from the few times I've touched them. And I say touched, because I didn't really spend a lot of time with it, so I'm still debating. However, I do like the the UI of the one Android phone I did play with: HTC Desire. 

I don't know, for those people that do read this, tell me what you think! I'm tied, and basically I just want anything with a battery that comes out!
Well that's it for this ranting post, tata for now!
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 Disclaimer: I've now been notified that my Macbook is not even 15 inch, but 13.3 inches. FML

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One continuous nightmare. One unending day.

How I Spent My Night so Far

So, came back from the worst thing ever.
Made myself coffee, when we all know I don't drink coffee anymore.
The same thing happened when I said I wouldn't drink anymore. That's when the Sangria from the fridge started to call out to me. It sounded sad. I thought I'd keep it company.
Then came back to finish watching Buffy. Watched 6 episodes so far tonight.
Then decided it was a bit too much so continued to watch Rules of Engagement.
So now I'm sitting here, not sleeping. Because of what? Because I'm as stubborn as hell.

I'm upset for reasons I rather not say just so I sound less like a spoiled brat, a bitch, or something worse anyone can think of after reading this post if I did decide to write all the details of my night/day down.

Gone are the days when I throw things around. I'm just tired. Just really really tired. That's what they mean when they say someone wants to drown themselves in something. I just haven't decided what that something is yet. These are the days when even seeing people on facebook who've let themselves go, can't make you feel better, but inspires you to be like them. Half of life is spent waiting and wondering. Nothing to do, or to be done but that. Makes me want to kick someone's ass. Anyways, you know those days when you think to yourself: If I knew this was what this day's going to turn out like, I wouldn't wake up and just sleep it away? Well I'm starting to not remember a day that isn't like that anymore. It's like how little kids start out by drawing with a pencil on a white piece of paper. Mostly everything is white except for those few marks that ruin the white. Well as time goes on, we decide to make our life more interesting. That is when we draw white figures on a black piece of paper. You no longer have little bad things happen to you, but you can step back and say at least most of the paper's still white. You end up with little tidbits of happiness that happens to you, but unless you have them, it's just all black. I'm rambling. It made more sense in my head.

Anyways.

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I feel.. ARRRGHHHHHH!
That's how I feel.


Now leave me alone.

Ending to "The Mysteries of Love."

After watching the ending of The Mysteries of Love, my conclusion is that it has the stupidest ending known to mankind. Why that you say? It angers me, the fact that all those people thought it would be a good idea to pressure the girl into accepting the guy again. If they were to actually know the entire story, and not just hear the "heroic" speech that Kinsley gave, they would know to leave them alone. Would they not think that she can do better? Just because she grew up in a "bad" neighborhood, the guy from the "good" background has to be a catch? What bull. Just one speech and all those bad feelings can be erased? How he just abandoned her regardless of her begging, because of one speech becomes forgotten sums up everything to be said for tvb shows.  Has anyone ever even stopped to think that maybe he isn't such a catch? If I were the girl, there would be so much I would've said when they met at Australia. It is not when you feel like it, that you can make things happen. Effort after you've known the consequences and did it anyways, does not mean shit. 'If onlys" do not mean anything because if it does, it would not start with those two words. Some say I read too much into t.v. shows, but what I said so far I really had to say because it does hit home. Looking at it reminds me why life does go on, and the beauty of it.

Life as an Intern

I apologize for not updating like I promised, but life is not as "lax" as it used to be unfortunately. I was being ambitious and actually sent my portfolio into a design company, trying my luck at getting myself an internship. Literally days before my trip to Hong Kong, I received an email requesting a meetup/ interview. And that is why I am tired today.

Officially the first day at the internship, unofficially the second day, and I am exhausted! Never did I think that I would be this tired. Haha, yeah right, I so expected it. This is what I get for emailing to request to go to work days earlier. It is pretty awesome though, never having been to an official 9-5 job, so this is sort of new. I even have my own email address! Yeah, the petty things in life gets me excited. However, the not so interesting part of this whole internship thing is the lack of pay. Imagine all the things I can buy with the money. Anyways, here is what I did so far, enjoy for now:

For Now

Just incase anyone is reading this and wondering why I haven't updated in so long, it's because I had my little trip to Hong Kong. Still jetlagged, so please be patient and I shall update something proper soon. For now, adios! Good night y'all!