I think I'm at the point in my life where I don't need someone there. More like I want someone there. With that being said, I'm not that person where I seek approval and companionship to the point where I will force someone to stay.
I want someone to want it. Not someone to be told to stay.
You never outgrow disappointment though.
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
It is what it is
My passion for nice things is either going to drive me to success
... or kill me one day.
... or kill me one day.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Inspiration
As those of you might know that read this, I have been preparing for the fast approaching date of graduation. Being a person that plans ahead (and at many times accused of planning way too much, way too far ahead) I have decided to start my freelancing early on and get a head start.
I've been very lucky to have so many inspirational people in my life, and women that have gone through what I am going through now. It helps to know that it is possible, and watching the interview of my former boss really helped me get back on track in terms of the vision I had set for myself around a year ago. You can watch this interview here. She started out just like me as a designer and now earns six figures!
I have to be honest and say I've been drifting off track lately. This however, made me remember why I want to do what I do. Most of all, to take it one step at a time. It feels like my brain and what I want is constantly wanting to go on fast-forward mode. I have to get myself one of those "Stay Calm and Carry On" posters that I used to mock.
Time for sleep... after reading the Hunger Games' second novel!
I've been very lucky to have so many inspirational people in my life, and women that have gone through what I am going through now. It helps to know that it is possible, and watching the interview of my former boss really helped me get back on track in terms of the vision I had set for myself around a year ago. You can watch this interview here. She started out just like me as a designer and now earns six figures!
I have to be honest and say I've been drifting off track lately. This however, made me remember why I want to do what I do. Most of all, to take it one step at a time. It feels like my brain and what I want is constantly wanting to go on fast-forward mode. I have to get myself one of those "Stay Calm and Carry On" posters that I used to mock.
Time for sleep... after reading the Hunger Games' second novel!
Friday, February 10, 2012
Workaholic in the Making
Although I have given in to many retail therapy sessions, I have got to say that as weird as it might sound, the best comfort for me is in working. It gives me a sense of comfort that at times, even shopping for shoes at 4am in the morning doesn't give me. Perhaps its the secret pleasure of knowing that I am one of those few people that actually loves their job, and at the same time allows me to earn a little bit of cash while taking part in this form of "entertainment."
Don't get me wrong, there are those days where all I want to do, is curl up in my bed and watch continuous episodes of Suburgatory, and be entertained for hours with my favorite kind of dry sarcastic remarks. I am lucky though that these days don't come around very often.
I just now watched the clock on my computer turn to 2:30 AM, and I have no idea how to end this blog entry. I am clearly out of practice.
Don't get me wrong, there are those days where all I want to do, is curl up in my bed and watch continuous episodes of Suburgatory, and be entertained for hours with my favorite kind of dry sarcastic remarks. I am lucky though that these days don't come around very often.
I just now watched the clock on my computer turn to 2:30 AM, and I have no idea how to end this blog entry. I am clearly out of practice.
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